Stay At Home Mom???

I can't believe it!  It is actually here, for good or for bad...I took the year off of teaching.  So, that makes me a stay-at-home mom for a year, well actually 15 months.  Holy smokes!  That is insane to me.  I have been working or at school my whole life.  How can I stay-at-home?  Right now, I am not feeling too out of the norm because as a teacher I normally have the summer off.  But I know when September hits and I should be in the classroom and I am not, it is going to be very, different.  Different good? Different bad?  I am not sure. 

I am feeling many feelings regarding this new reality.  Happy!  I get to spend devoted time to my two wonderful boys.  I get to raise them and be the one they go to.  I get to know the in's and out's of each day.  Scared!  Am I really going to stay-at-home?!?  I should be working, not here, every day , all day.  I might go crazy from being in this place all the time.  Confused!  Did I make the right choice?  My husband just got a new job and now I have, well, a new job.

But there you have it, I am a stay-at-home mom.  Or at least for 15 months I am.  After that...who knows...