Sunday, June 24, 2012

SAHM- moment alone?

My new "title" is still very bizarre to me.  Stay at Home Mom.  What does that mean?  Do I have to stay at home?  Should I try to do something every day?  Or is taking a day or a few days to do nothing okay? 

Every day I feel like I am busy.  I get up and I start my day.  Shortly there after, my boys are up.  If they are not, it is a rare thing although within the next year, I hope to start being up before them.  Why?  Well I like the concept or idea of having a few minutes to myself.  And in the evening my husband is here.  So, that means no real me time.  That seems like it is a problem.  If I wake before the kids, my husband is sometimes already off to work, which means a true moment of peace.  It rarely happens.

My biggest problem is that I do not like to go to bed early.  I mean, I am tired, but sleep seems like a waste in the evening when I could have more time with my man.  Even if that time is just watching television. 

I guess that means I have two goals after this post:
1. Go to bed early.
2. Wake up early.

Seems so easy yet so hard, you know??

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