This morning I woke up and felt like my back was broken. I wanted to scream as I got out of my bed. Then the pain centralized to my right hip. The pain was just too intense. I could not bend over or move. Is this what it means to have your back go out? If it is, I hate it. With medication starting it's work on me, I tried to rest more but both boys were up by 7:15. So, I was up too.
A while back, I saw a cartoon with a picture of a cute smiling baby on it. The baby was saying, "Mom, I am sorry you are sick. Actually I don't care at all." This rang so true to me today. My boys love me, they do not want me sick, but they do not give a rat's ass if I am sick because they need to be taken care of. As a mom, you just suck it up. When asked if you are going to be okay, what can you say, except yes. Duh, I have to be okay. There is not another option, is there? Nope. Just keep moving, just keep moving.
As the day droned on, the pain came and went. I wish I knew what happened to make me be in so much pain, but I don't and although I stretch and massage it, the pain is still there. Please send me your healing thoughts. I need them right now because I just want to be a mom.
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